Alesana Piano Cover!

This song is called 'Early Mourning' by Alesana.

I did blogged a few months ago that I was gonna post my video of piano cover for this song.

And today Marionette somehow reminded me of the post. ^_^ *wink2*

here's the video.

Hope you all enjoy it as much as I enjoyed playing it!

:D

Wasaber poster(27Dec) im IN!

okay~ Baru jak join wasabers ni awal2 this month, dah dpt masuk poster Wasabers(yellow)!

Happy la buh 1st time gak nama tu masuk dlm poster.

Haha! (noob betul sy ni)

I spot my name in Black.

Yellow reminds me of the warm sun... Or maybe some bread pudding...

Haha...

candid itu cun laa..!

Sy dpt taw kontest ni dari cik Nuramoy, tpi owner kontest nie adalah miss Dilla.

Inilah gmbr candid sya.

Tgh syok2 sy ngan member bercerita smbil tgk pemandangan, mmbr satu lagi ni p 'Shoot' la plak...

caption? :~

::The only way to remember memories are capturing LIVE memories with a camera::

Tag:

Que Machimellow

Aemy

Michelle

KOLEKSI PHOTOSHOOT KUCING 2010~

These are my cats.

I've taken their pictures at my backyard.

And this is My friend's cat. Its name is TOTET, owned by Que Machimellow.

I was babysitting Totet for a week when Que went back to her hometown.

Since I was bored, and he was bored too, I played with him and 'SHOOT' him with my Cannon 1000D.

It was fun playing with him. His movie is coming SOON!

Actually, I have tons more of cat pictures that I've taken. Somehow, the pictures got lost in my millions and billions of folders in my laptop. Too bad.

:D

Anyway, hope you enjoy sightseeing these fluffy little creatures I adore!

Anorexics?

Hellow fellow wasabers and any visitors of my blog. Today Im gonna share something that you may or may not noticed at all in today's world.

These are the models of today's world. They tend to be the role model/ idols of teenagers nowadays.

Noticed how skinny these people are?

To some, being THIS SKINNY is beautiful to them.

Some went to some degree by starving themselves so terribly that it causes death.

These types of people are the ones called Anorexics!

even though they're already extremely thin, it's still not thin enough for them.

Here's examples of the models that are anorexics.

So, what Im basically trying to say here is,

just be glad of how you are. Beauty is not about the outside, it's the inside that counts.

Just be healthy and that's all that matters.

So, girls, stop being fooled by the media. They're influencing you to KILL yourself.

I'll dedicate this song to all the anorexics out there,

or anyone that feels that they hate themselves.

"Perfectly Flawed"

If you do this

If you do this you'll never have a chance to try again.

If you do this you'll never have a chance to try.

It's the same sound

Same sting.

The same collapse

Of every thing.

It's the same slice,

Same blade,

The same lie,

Same ol' vein

My weight

My face

My height

My race

I'm a mistake.

My weight

My face

My height

My race

I'm such a disgrace.

You're perfectly flawed

You're perfectly incomplete

Like cracks in the glass

And faded photographs

You're perfectly flawed

You're perfectly incomplete

Let them condemn

Imperfections will keep you unique

Nothing left to lose, just try again

Nothing left to lose, just try again

Its the same doubt,

The same dream

It's the same sabotage

Cause I'm the enemy

It's the same night

Same day

It's the same parasite,

Feeding on the betrayed.

My weight

My face

My height

My race

I'm a mistake

My weight

My face

My height

My race

I'm such a disgrace

You're perfectly flawed

You're perfectly incomplete

Like cracks in the glass

And faded photographs

You're perfectly flawed

You're perfectly incomplete

A work in progress

Imperfections will keep you unique

A disguise of self-deception

Hides my secrets perfectly

I'm rejecting my reflection

'Cause I hate the way it judges me

Don't you do it

You're not even you yet

Don't you do it

You're not even you yet

You're perfectly flawed

You're perfectly incomplete

Like cracks in the glass

And faded photographs

You're perfectly flawed

You're perfectly incomplete

A work in progress

Imperfections will keep you unique

:::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::

Don't hurt yourself.

^_^

View From A Car

These are the photos I've taken when I was driving from my hostel apartment ( University Apartment) to my house in Penampang. Just wants to share my views of KK from inside my humble car. ahaha.

Night Out Around KK!

Woot woot~

2 days ago,it started with the pretty damn boring usual day routine(going to class early morning, when i say early i mean early *wink* i have to wake up at 6am). SHIT. Haha. After only 2 hours long of my lecturer's drama up front( I keep on wondering what the hell she's talking about =.='). Then went straight home and SLEEP. ZZzzZZzzZZzz...

2.30pm went to class with car. UNFORTUNATELY, masih termamai2 lgi x nampak keta di belakang then terlanggar. O.O SHIT man. Good thing is the car i bumped into got only a few tiny scratch while MY car was horrible... Shh... And i just ran after that. Hahahaa...

6.o0 pm went back to DonggOngon (my hometown). I had dinner at the 'Popular' Food court in MegaLong, Donggongon.

And this is me~

I went there wif my friend since high school, Mag~

I ate Chicken porridge! Honestly, Im on a low-carb diet. I havent eaten rice for a month dy and that nite I ate porridge. Haha... So much for dieting.

Then, we went to Karamunsing Capital to play pool for hours long. Ehe... (Im addicted to pool, but Im still a freaking beginner).

During midnight, we went to watch the nightsky scenery at Waterfront Wisma Merdeka(the one with that giant swordfish roundabout). Too bad it was so dark and I cudnt take a picture of it. It was brilliant! Beautiful! I cant explain it in words.

A full moon accompanied with millions of shining stars, the breeze of the night air, the quietness(well except for the people around there singing more like melalak tgh2 mlm), it was wonderful. Im glad I was there.

An hour after that, we went to Tanjung Aru Beach! All of sudden my friend wanted to eat corn! Hahahaha. Now I tell you, the scenery was very amazing too! I can see the moonlight shining brightly after the people closed the lights. LOL. Though it was extremely dark.

Yep2. It was nice. Hanging out with real friends in the middle of the night at the beach, eating corns (forgot to buy those steamed peanuts). Once we're so damn tired then we went to my house and hang out there. Haha! Didn't sleep the whole night.

I guess that's all for that night! :D

Thy Lurve Award

Hello everyone! This is my first award ever since i joined Wasaber~

Thanks to Ms. Michelle Sung, Ms. Ayie and Ms. Glay~

Hearts for you and all bloggers especially wasabers~

As usual, there will be questions tagging with the award.

1. Siapa orang yang korang paling sayang?
::Family, friends and suami sya yg blum lagi jumpa2 ni(hehehe)::

2. Kenapa korang sayang orang yang korang sayang tu?
::Family ~ Love for my family is an unconditional love even though they sometimes pissed me off, I would never ever HATE them::

::Friends ~ I love my friends because they're always there to support me during my rough times and happy times. ::

::My future husband ~ Whoever and wherever he is, I will love him since he's my other half in this world. (Hope to meet you soon) Mihahaha... ::

3. Berikan satu kata-kata sayang yang terbaik yang korang nak lafazkan
kepada orang yang korang sayang, tapi masih tak mampu lagi untuk dilafazkan.
:: One sentence I've never EVER told them but wanted to, ~ I heart you ~ ::

Tagging others

Que Machimellow SchaZiela Michelle Glay Ayie

Memandangkan terlampaw la bnyk kawan2 mok diTAG and masa ndak mencukupi coz ada kelas, ini ajalah for now...

:D

.Night Photoshoot.

Current mood :: Sleepy and tired.

Current song :: BOTDF - Im a Monster.

First and foremost, I would like to say that Im proud to be a Wasaber~~!

Hehe...

Im a very junior wasaber and was invited by Ms. Aen~~

And today I went to the Wsb ChatroomBah! and they mention about Nasi Mbak!

Never heard of it really. I was planning to go try it tonight but I dont even know the restaurant. I end up eating 2 piece of chicken wings(sayap ayam bakar). Wahaha... Ada ayam jua kan...

:: After dinner? ::

Tonight's such a beautiful evening, and very boring. So, I decided to paint

Que's face with makeup and shoot her(literally).

I played with her makeups. (It's a lot... O.O)

And here's her photos that I've taken. Since it's night, and we're on curfew, we can't go out so we just took pictures inside our apartment.

Tadaa! This is my best friend here. She's Que Machimellow!

Add her in facebook and follow her cute blog.

http://www.facebook.com/profile.php?id=100000192742896

http://quemashmellow.blogspot.com/

Roger and OUT!
::ELA::

Light of the Darkness

Roses are red, Violets are blue,

Whenever I'm down, Im thinking of You,

One had said the sky is the limit,

But the miracles you created You took the credit.

Seven wonders of the world and their expectations,

Is NOTHING compared to Your twirl and twist of creations,

The undiscovered black sea,

And the mysterious dark sky,

Wanted to be unraveled,

To be learnt and understood,

How exciting that'd be if I could.

You've listened to the tears of the hopeless,

You've helped to the cry of the powerless,

Every minute every hour every second we breathe,

You were there,

Though unseen and quiet,

We'll always have faith and believe.

But GOD forgive us for we have sinned,

Choices were given but the devil wins,

Won over us, Over our fragile soul,

That was meant to be cherished and hold,

We're oblivious to the corrupted world,

We're brash and arrogant as a whole,

Forgive the proud and save the humble,

Show the light before we crumble.

Amin.

Stand Up and SCREAM!!!

This early morning Im gonna introduce you to my favourite band ::Asking Alexandria::

This new song i have found is a cover of Akon-Right now(na na na).

LOL... Awesome song I tell you. Good for a pair screamo/punk ears as I have.

Enjoy~

The members include :

Current members

• Sam Bettley - bass guitar (since 2009)
• Ben Bruce - lead guitar, backing vocals (since 2008)
• James Cassells - drums (since 2008)
• Cameron Liddell - rhythm guitar (since 2008)
• Danny Worsnop - lead vocals, programming (since 2008)

Former members

• Ryan Binns - synthesizers, keyboards, piano, programming (2008)
• Joe Lancaster - bass guitar (2008 – 2009)

And here's a list of their songs in the album Stand up and scream! :

Track listing

No.	Title	Length
1.	"Alerion"	2:14
2.	"The Final Episode (Let's Change the Channel)"	4:02
3.	"A Candlelit Dinner With Inamorta"	4:03
4.	"Nobody Don't Dance No More"	4:00
5.	"Hey There, Mr. Brooks!" (featuring Shawn Milke of Alesana)	4:09
6.	"Hiatus"	1:45
7.	"If You Can't Ride Two Horses at Once... You Should Get Out of the Circus"	3:45
8.	"A Single Moment of Sincerity"	3:52
9.	"Not the American Average"	4:42
10.	"I Used to Have a Best Friend (But Then He Gave Me an STD)"	4:06
11.	"A Prophecy"	3:33
12.	"I Was Once, Possibly, Maybe, Perhaps a Cowboy King"	3:41
13.	"When Everyday's the Weekend" ::Enjoy:: ::Share the music:: ::Music=Life::

Blog?

Ehe... Punya lama x buka blog...

Skali ku buka ada uda tu kulat2 mlekat... XD

Ehem...

K... err...

Coming soon ::

~ New poems

~ New fantasy stories

~ New photos by me

~ Basically any stupid things I wanna say

Enjoy...

Current Mood : uberr Happy...

Current Song : Blood On The Dance Floor! - Im a Monster

Hi there!

Im currently drying my wet hair because Im going to rebond my front hair@bangs as what others call it. I used a freaking D-I-Y Wella Hair Straightener cream, which you can buy it at any drug store available over the counter. I've bought it at Guardian, my favourite drugstore. It costs around RM20. Yup, its cheap, affordable and available. Though the quality varies for different hair types. Bad thing about it is that it stinks. Hell its like burning my own eyes. Phew~

Suddenly I remembered my long hair. Huhu how I miss you so much, HAIR! Its so sad that I cut my hair because I was going crazy. Fuck You! Owh well, life's just bullshit. Damn. Shit. Haha. I love cursing.

Man Im so bored of waiting my hair dry. Fuuufuuu... Dry hair dry~ 6 more minutes and its done. Im so bored alone. I think I could die of boredom! Que!! Why did you leave me alone here... Ngeee... Come back home...

:P

mmm...I was thinking of cutting my bangs short. O.o I wonder how I'll look. Bet its fucking ugly.

Owh well... We'll just have to wait for the results! Wish me luck wif my HAIR!

Bubye for now cause Que is back home~~!!

And we're going to IP to buy food for Sungkai~~

The Chronicles of MOMO, BOBO and BITCH?

Once upon a time, there was a boy named Bobo who fell in

love with this girl Momo. Bobo made plans and got together

with Momo. Both were very happy together since both were

their first love. They spent a lot of time together and were

very happy. *WERE happy*

3 years later...

Bobo felt so comfy with his position and thought Momo will

always be his. So, he got bored. One day, Bobo met a new

girl, named Bitch. At first they started as friends. Then they

became close friends. Like REAL close. Bobo was very happy

with her. Bobo always spent time with her in class and who

knows when they always met. I never knew.

Bitch was actually a bitch. Thats why i named her that. She

plays with poor little boys' hearts and breaks them apart. This

time, she stole Momo's love.

Then, Momo felt something odd with Bobo as if he changed.

He got bored of meeting Momo. He hated Momo's childish

acts and love. He got irritated with Momo everytime she

played with him. But Momo ignored it all. She pretended that it

was just nothing at all. She hides her hurt everytime Bobo

raised his voice with her. She faked a smile everytime Bobo

said he's tired of meeting her. Days passed on and Momo was

becoming a good actor in pretending to be OWKAY.

Until one unfortunate day, Momo found pictures of Bobo and

Bitch together. Momo tried to calm down and CALMLY asked

Bobo to explain the picture. Bobo didn't say anything and he

was getting nervous. Momo cried and forced him to explain.

"That girl is my friend's girlfriend" said Bobo. "But why is she

right next to you in that bed?" Momo asked. "Aaargh! its up to

you if you want to trust me or not!" With that he went home

stomping his feet and left Momo crying all alone. Momo was

so heartbroken she almost killed herself that night. Since that

day, Momo always cried herself to sleep. Poor Momo... :'[

Few days passed by and Bobo went to meet Momo. but he

pretended as if nothing had happened. As if he was innocent.

Momo was patient and also pretended she was owkay. So,

she just acts as if nothing happened. But at that exact

moment she saw an sms from the Bitch in Bobo's handphone.

It was a LOVE message. Momo didn't want to stress Bobo out

so she just calmly asked Bobo about the Bitch. "She's just a

friend," he said. "Does a girl and guy friends sleep

together?"Momo asked. He just kept quiet. Momo cried right

in front of Bobo and he said, "Nah nah. That's what you always

do. You'll go inside your room and just cry." Momo was totally

shocked and went numb. Momo didnt say anything and just

went into her room leaving Bobo outside. At that moment,

Momo has just lost her HEART. Even after she tried fixing the

pieces of her broken heart, Bobo just trampled her heart all

over. Since then, she will never EVER trust anyone anymore.

Then, Momo went to investigate this Bitch girl. She found out

the bitch was his classmate. So she had a conversation with

her :~

MOMO : Why are you stealing my boyfriend?

BITCH : He's just your bf not your husband yet! hahaha! Your

face so ugly thats why he ran away from you!

MOMO: Fuck you bitch!

BITCH: Youre the bitch! hahaha! You dont have the rights to

curse me coz he's just ur bf.

Next night~~

BITCH : Sorry bout yesterday. Im soo sad. YOu see, i really like

BOBO since i first met him. Im so jelez of you coz u met him

first and became his gf. Im in love with him. Can I still be frens

with him? and of coz wif u?

MOMO : mmm... ok. (just pretending so she cud digg some

answers) Tell me about the pics.

BITCH: hehe.. It was me in that pic. Why? YOure jelez rite?

Well, we didnt do anything anyway. He just went to my house

that's all. Just some school project. (PROJECT MY ASS BITCH)

Owh y shud i tell u all this when Im in love with him too. haha.

*beeeeeeep* no more messages.

So, Momo asked Bobo about the same thing she asked Bitch.

Turns out his answers were quiet the opposite. And she

knew he was lying. He was keeping secrets from her. Momo

certainly knows someone who's lying coz she didnt trust

people.

So, Momo changed completely. Exactly the Yang from the Yin.

She went from introvert to EXTROvert. It made her feel good.

Having a lot of friends. Then, Momo also met another guy. Well

thats gonna be another story so I'll cut it short. After thinking

things through, Momo decided to end her relationship with

Bobo. Bobo couldn't accept that he was DUMPED by Momo.

He was too embarassed by his friends that she dumped him.

So, Bobo wanted to be with her again. He begged and

begged. He even threaten to kill himself. But since Momo has

no HEART anymore she didn't give a damn bout him. Momo

just stared at him blankly. Bobo kept on begging for her day

and day. Until one day Momo got tired of it. "Let go of me. I

Sold My Soul hoping you could set me free," Momo said. "And

i met some other guy so get out of my life." Bobo couldn't

believe it so he threaten to KILL Momo. But Momo wouldn't

believe him. Coz he killed the OLD Momo already. Old Momo

was dead and a NEW Momo was born.

Then, Bobo left her alone for a while. But he still begged for

Momo to take him back. Haha. He kept on sending Momo

HATE messages. But as time flew by, all was forgotten and

Momo was happy with her life now. Im also happy for her. ^_^

Soon, Momo found out that Bobo was taking counselling

because of what happened. Poor thing. That's just life. Live

with it.

Owh well, I guess that's all. I didnt know what happened to

the bitch. Probably out there stealing people's husband. Haha.

Once born as a bitch will always be a bitch.

Owkay~~ THE END.

Hope you enjoy this stupid story.

P/s: Momo is Me.

^_^

The Plague

Like a plague you came uninvited,
Infecting my blood, my soul and heart,
I lost myself I couldn't think straight,
My mind's confused and Im falling apart...

Like a plague you're just temporary,
Rest assure that Im not for sure,
If I could stand this burden I carry,
I can tell that you're just a lure...

Like a plague I had to fight you,
7 nights and 7 days,
And today I found my cue,
Found myself and I pressed replay...

Falling while Waiting

I stare at the mirror,
And all i see is horror,
I feel so ashamed,
I've got none to blame...

Picked these razor blades,
Ran it down on my legs,
I tried to fix my gown,
As blood flows down...

Rugged scars on my face,
Broken skins I could'nt place,
Sweats and blood covered me,
Tears burnt and i could'nt see...

Now my shell is broken,
See me fall and weaken,
Suffer from this heartache,
Drown me in the lake...

Does it even matter,
When my soul shatters,
Does anyone even care,
When I'm already dead...

I've been waiting for someone,
Come save my soul long gone,
One who will complete me,
My other half, my lifemate to be...

Hear you me

Right in the middle of a forest,
Lay down on a bed of roses,
Feel the night engulfing your heart,
Mind and body till you cant tell them apart.

Open your eyes and share the amazement,
Glittering stars and the moon's crescent,
Hear the voices of the forest and night,
It sings and whispers the awaiting delight.

Hear you me my friend,
Just give me your pretty hand,
And I'll bring you to this world,
Full of jewels, diamonds and pearls.

Let it go and soar up high,
Spread your wings and learn to fly,
Forget those pasts that hurt you,
For I am here for you.

I welcome you with arms wide open,
To my world, my sanctuary, my haven,
Filled with love, empathy, and joy,
Away from hate, evil, and ploy.

I heart you my beloved friends.

I shall always be there for you.